I am in desperate need of assistance :')

     

    I feel like I should start this blog off with how everything has been going so far. Life has been good in 2025 so far, and I'm enjoying the end of this school year. As the kids go off to their next phase of life, I've been playing more and more of a diverse set of video games. Here are a few examples of where I've excelled in those games:

This is a Marvel Rivals match where I went 47-4 on Scarlett Witch (Wanda Maximoff).

Here is a killer match on Legion where everyone DC'd (disconnected) from the match, and I killed every single bot. 

Lastly, this is a screenshot from the Evil Dead, where I ranked first in survivor mode (I had only played this game a few times). 

    I feel like I have been seriously on point with my games recently, but maybe that is because I've been frustrated with the rest of life. It becomes an outlet for me to get my anger, anxiety, and all the negative feelings out. Although some games get me pretty mad, most of the time, they stimulate me in a way that I require at that moment. 

    Dead by Daylight's 9th anniversary is coming up. Last year, during their 8th anniversary event, I got my first p100 (fully upgraded) character, Feng Min, after only playing the game since early that January. That means I had only been playing the game for 5-6 months before getting my first p100, when it can take YEARS to get one. This year, I plan on getting my 2nd p100, as I've been putting my BP's (bloodpoints, or the currency for upgrades in the game) into everyone else. Having p1 or p3, you "share" their perks with the other survivors or killers. I plan on getting Orela Rose, DBD's first transgender survivor, to p6, while getting Kate Denson to p100 for this anniversary event. 

    I'm so anxious, and my head hurts. Thank you SO much for reading, seriously. 

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